Here is something I’ve never shared before – I am actually dreaming of a new place, a new home and a new environment. Not all at once, but for some reason I feel open to change and I am welcoming it in if it wants to appear in my life.
For so long I’ve been holding on to the life I had created because it took me a lot of work and effort – to be an fulltime content creator and to live in my favorite city in a beautiful home – but in the last months so many things happend that made me look at my life the way I was living it and asking myself it it was fulfilling me. For example: I was buying so much stuff every week. Stuff that I did not need. I was stuck in wanting to change some things but ended up not doing anything about it. I really examined the daily habits and realized that it is OK if things don’t go according to plan and that it is OK to let go – because maybe something better awaits for you but you will never find that out if you don’t let go first.
It is a very scary thing to say out loud – that I am letting go of all the material things in my life such as my beautiful house and so many beautiful clothes and shoes and so on. But I know deep down that without all those things, I will still be me and I will be fine. I will be happy.
That knowing is not something I’ve always felt, it is a recent feeling and its so hopeful. So I’ve made a little collage of pictures of new things that make my heart happy. Who knows what awaits for me and whatever happens – I will be more than OK.